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Sunday, November 30, 2008
The recovery process is now complete. Knowing how tiny we are in the eyes of Allah, I don't give a shit if somewhere there are two stupid little ants getting it on, making sugar of their own and seem very proud of it. I will stay in the line together with the other ants, marching towards the promised sugar, which I was told is super sweet and the best in town. hatiku sudah rusak teruk, pinjam dulu hatimu ya  ? Blah.
Posted at 01:10 pm by syahrzan
 |  |  | syah December 22, 2008 12:07 PM PST
Han: Thanks. Insya-Allah. Dah nampak sikit-sikit.
Esah: Ko unjarkan mamita bf simen la, kompom tarus lupa ckp dusun. Ok la kpanyu ndada supermarket, ada alasan mo pigi bopot. Heheh. |  |
  |  |  | esah December 21, 2008 09:21 AM PST
hehe..urg dusun ani pun suda ckp simen siang mlm... "Alesye nk mamem ape,ayem ker iken?"
(Palui..tu mamita in progress mo transfer cni)
Tu laa aku pun hiran ngapa tah plang c awang ani subung banar..
Bah,cmna pn ko skang
Pandai2 la ko idup wang...
Hepi besday jua utk anak c ayu ..buleh tah celebrate sma c uncle awang.
Genap setaun udah nda pulang kuapanyu..tp confirm blum ada supermaket. |  |
  |  |  | Han December 19, 2008 04:44 PM PST
Surah 94
Solace - Ashsharh
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.
Have We not lifted up your heart, and relieved you of your burden, which weighed down your back? And have We not given you high renown? With hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. When you have completed your task resume your toil and seek your Lord with all fervour.
Insya ALLAH, there's blessing in disguise...
Regards,
An avid reader
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  |  |  | syah December 19, 2008 04:02 PM PST
Esah: Batah suda inda berkurapak berunai sama urang dusun.. Sorry aku sombong setahun dua nih. Was concentrating on what seemed to be my future then. Hepi belated besday 2 u 2. Anak si ayu pun sama besday kitani. |  |
  |  |  | esah December 18, 2008 01:22 AM PST
mo tulis ndamo tulis...trasa tul mo tulis2..tp nda...hmmmmm...ndapa laa...
Hepi belated birthday Wang!
Cm biasa stiap x bday msti ingat suma org yg se'bday...
Bah,klau tjumpa mana2 tegur-tegur ja la aa..aku gitu2 jugak, tmbah 16kg ja dr dulu. |  |
  |  |  | syah December 12, 2008 08:15 AM PST
ESQ sister: Selamat menempuh alam perkahwinan. Hayati betul2 jgn main belasah jer. Renung2kan dan selamat beramal. Heheh.
Iron Butterfly: Judd gay. |  |
  |  |  | Iron Butterfly December 9, 2008 09:15 PM PST
Happy Belated Birthday.. Tuhan Itu Maha Kaya.. I know you'll get thru this. You have godbros who love u kan? Eheheh. |  |
  |  |  | syah December 9, 2008 08:25 AM PST
thanx nana, ko tak beli apa kat aku pun takpe... asal selamat pegi balik, aku dah cukup bahagia...
(*credit ass-rif.orgy)
but wait, lupa nak suh ko pegi satu tpt paling best kat situ, tulis kat dinding ke pokok kayu ke saying "SYAH WILL BE HERE", because I WILL be there. |  |
  |  |  | member yg gadoh sblom ESQ December 9, 2008 08:23 AM PST
happy belated to u too syah! (nk gak nyebok!)
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  |  |  | nana December 8, 2008 04:43 PM PST
happy belated besday syah! i'll try to get u something good here k..tungguuuu~ |  |
  |  |  | syah December 8, 2008 03:48 PM PST
Of course aku ingat ko borro, everytime aku smoke. heheh.
But seriously, I'm sorry for all the harsh words i've ever said to you.
The recent event has made me realize that we should never do harm to another human being, emotionally or physically.
Well, I learned my lesson, or did I? heheh. At least one name to cross off the list, I think. |  |
  |  |  | borro December 4, 2008 08:59 AM PST
aku tatau ko ingat aku lagi ke tak Syah. Aku terpikir nak bukak blog hamster ko nih one (or two) weeks back and the comments in your entry berbunyi sangat weird. Then I open your ex's blog and now I know what happen.
I will not say much, just be strong okay. Allah tu maha pengasih dan pengampun, be positive and try to turn this misery into something good for you. Insyallah, things will be fine (if not better) again. good luck Syah. |  |
  |  |  | syah December 3, 2008 03:37 PM PST
Mama Nufayl: Thanks weh. Kem salam kat Papa Nufayl. And the last para reminds me of your maid too.
vie: Thanks for the book, baru baca tajuk dah tenang dah.
nana: nyum nyum indeed. Next time i'm buying. |  |
  |  |  | nana December 2, 2008 10:27 PM PST
pepperoni pizza, chic wings n hot choc..nyum nyum |  |
  |  |  | vie December 2, 2008 02:41 PM PST
Proud of you! Remember Syah, the best revenge is living well. Always see the bright side of life, k ;) |  |
  |  |  | Mama Nufayl Wife Pitek December 2, 2008 09:58 AM PST
Well Shah, what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.
And the last paragraph reminds me of my maid when I was little. Every time I jumped in front of her from behind the door she would say 'Aduuhh...jantung saya sudah tinggal setengah..' |  |
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"Demi matahari dan cahayanya di pagi hari.
Demi bulan apabila mengiringinya.
Demi siang apabila meneranginya.
Demi malam apabila menutupinya.
Demi langit serta pembinannya.
Demi bumi serta hamparannya.
Demi jiwa serta penyempurnaannya (ciptaannya).
Maka Kami ilhamkan kepada jiwa itu jalan kefasikan dan jalan ketakwaan.
Beruntunglah mereka yang menyucikan jiwa itu.
Dan merugilah mereka yang mengotorinya."
(as-Syams : 1-10)
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saya dikenali dengan nama awang, jang, syah, IQ dan sekarang ni shaz. saya berasal dr sebuah kampung di kuala penyu sabah.saya ada 7 adik-beradik. saya yang keempat.saya sekolah rendah di sekolah rendah di sana. kemudian saya masuk tingkatan satu di sekolah berasrama penuh sabah. sekarang sekolah itu dikenali dengan nama sekolah menengah sains sabah. Lepas spm, saya sambung pula belajar di pppitm selama setahun. selepas itu, saya menggunakan duit rakyat utk melanjutkan pelajaran di Indiana University Bloomington selama 4 tahun. Oleh kerana saya tidak pandai, saya terpaksa sambung setengah tahun lagi untuk menyiapkan projek tahun akhir.Kemudian saya balik. Kerana tidak tahan menganggur selama lima bulan, saya pun menguatkan semangat untuk berhijrah ke kuala lumpur untuk mencari pekerjaan. setelah sebulan, saya pun diterima bekerja di sebuah syarikat pembinaan di sini. saya sangat gembira.Oleh kerana saya gembira, berat badan saya sudah tambah 2 kilo. Emak saya sendiri yang cakap masa balik kampung hari tu. Saya juga sedang berusaha untuk mengurangkan tabiat merokok. tabiat itu sangat membazir dan saya pun belum cukup kaya untuk membazir
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